The Last.. Maybe??
I really intended to post a long one ages ago, but I always came up blank halfway.. Guess my muse is taking a long vacation again...Today I intended to post another long one.. Really, I do.. Or rather, I did..
But there's a lot of things that are going through my mind.. Rambles.. What ifs... You know me.. Ever the catastrophiser..
Already finished one of the three consultations today,.. Actually, I already know more or less the grade for one of the remaining two...
Averaging 2 on most of my final grades... Got 2 on Physics.. Not much of a surprise there.. But I was actually hoping for redemption on computer programming... My prayers weren't answered.... On calculus even!! I was actually hoping for 1.X... Losing my touch... Losing my mind with it..
A lot of my classmates are eligible to be slashed on the transition into the next sem.. I really pity them.. Lalo na si joie.. Her parents are going to make her stop studying... And she was crying like crazy.. Not the only one, mind you.. Sigh...
I intended to play silk road today to let some steam off.. Nakakabadtrip kase grades.. Di lang ng akin kundi pati na rin sa mga classmates ko.. Sa mga friends ko... Lintek si monte na di deserving pumasa siya pa ang nakaligtas... Sigh.. And it turns out down pa pala server ng game na lalaruin ko... Hahahah.. Guess my bad streak hasn't ended after all....
Actually I thought my bad luck has ended.. Nanalo UST sa UAAP.. But I guess that was the only good thing that happened over the last three months...
Getting sick.... Consequently missing two of the most important debuts (Jacqs and Eve's).. And another debut by Kristine.. I'm such a loser ain't I? (SORRY JACQ!!)
Hay buhay ko..... It's not that I am not pleased with my life.. It's just that I know it could be loads better...
Here's hoping to better luck over the next few weeks..
And to a post over the next few days,. I hope I get my inspiration back to write and tell you what I have to tell..
And to my friends.. You know I can never forget you... And that I would rather die than lose you... I am honestly sorry for my shortcomings...
Cheers everyone. ^^
posted by Dexter @ 11:24 AM
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