Bitterness
If it weren't to have my virus definitions updated, heck I certainly wouldn't be here... Not in the mood.. Guess I won't be until after a week or so.. Oh well, I guess it's also time to update my blog anyways..The past few days has been a total drag from the way I see it... I really don't feel doing much... Hell, I've even dropped AEro just for the record.. Adding to that, I've missed the "batch reunion" and decided to pass off claiming the muchly anticipated yearbook today although I really have no special reason or excuse to flaunt.. Oh well, maybe it's because school is merely looming around the corner.. But I guess I really don't have much to complain about, since other universities have already started school two days ago, while I still have three weeks to kill... Sigh...
Speaking of school, I found out that I had eight subjects in total, not counting P.E. and L.T.S. of course.. Two of which are lab subjects, while the other six are Fil, Physics, History, Calculus, PhilLit and Turbo C, all of which are chucked in morning sessions, ranging from 7 am and 12 noon.. Too bad, I'd miss three days of bulagaan (on Wednesday, Friday and Saturday). Oh well, no use pining over what's not..
And yes, I do watch Eat Bulaga.. Heck that's loads better, wait let me reiterate that, LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOADSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS better than Game KNB and Wowowee combined.. In fact, I'm more of kapuso than kapamilya.. E kase naman sawsaw ABS, bwisit. Hindi naman talaga nila supported sina Oracion tapos sasawsaw na lang nung nakaakyat na.. At least GMA was all out for Garduce even from the start... And what was the good joke I heard from that stupid network?? I'm not sure if it's Fermin or Aquino, but I'm positive one of them said, "Hindi naman namin tinitignan ang ratings, ewan ko ba naman sa kabila kung bakit masyado silang tumitingin sa mga numero." Punyeta, what a big fat hypocrite.. In fact, aside from some multi-million "service-oriented" business, ABS CBN places 2nd into what I call the "epitome of hypocrisy".. And to think that some people buy their crap.. Give me a break.
Sigh, guess I'm too bitter nowadays...
Bitterness feeding off of too much pressure, in wanting to give my best to fulfill my advocacy of having at least some sort of control over my life.. Too poetic??? Well, it means what it says, but just to steer you into the right course, it does not concern my parents grounding me or imposing some "unreasonable" rule, but rather, something everybody experiences up to some point...
Bitterness due to the fact that to win, you must lose in another way; that to make things right, you have to be wrong.. Bitterness that you have to give up because you are strong... Sigh, I guess I find it crazy to be sane...
.. to know that you don't get what you want, but what you do get you do not enjoy; and what you do enjoy is not permanent, yet on the other hand, what is permanent is boring...
Now tell me, isn't it crazy to be sane???
Hahahahah..
Oh well, life IS beautiful, only, its beauty is cruel and twisted in ways we would never understand..
Tata everyone, have a happy and pleasant evening..
posted by Dexter @ 7:28 PM
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