Cold...
It's been super cold these past few days... as in freezing........ and its in times like these that you'll remember the warmth you shared with your friends in highschool...and you know what??
it's just so damn annoying when you find out that they don't feel the same way..
when you wait by the phone for him (i'll be using the pronoun "him" to denote of both male and female genders) to make a call and say "hi"..
or when you expect him to text you or email you to say "miss yah pal"
and it just doesn't arrive even if you were already waiting lightyears for the call to come...
and he just seems so indifferent about it... as if, nothing happened.. as if you were nobody to him...
and it's just so damn painful...
and it makes you think....
just who is he to you?
what are "friends"...
classmates???
batchmates???
acquaintances??
== now, i want to make something clear, WALA AKONG PINATATAMAAN !!! i swear that....==
it's just that, when you know of someone who goes through this kind of ordeal...
and both parties involved are your friends...
it's like your heart is being torn...
because you can feel the pain...
and when you realize that one of them ends his friendship with the other.....
it's just so painful....
"why does something like this have to happen???" is all that could cross your mind.
now, distance between friends is inevitable.... some say it's by destiny's hand... but being one who does no believe in fate nor destiny, i think it's one's own decision that one chooses this college over the other despite his friend being on the other one... Now, I don't want to sound partial.... and as a matter of fact, i am not here to contest whether it's destiny or will that led us to where we are....
I am just here to say that..
"sana lang walang limutan.."
cos maybe you haven't realized yet..
but the cold that one feels because of the weather..
is nothing compared to the cold that one feels because of the emptiness you left when you decided to forget him....
posted by Dexter @ 9:24 AM
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